merry go round.

maybe i am more sad than i let on.

maybe i am just as happy now as i was then.

maybe i am completely different than i was.

maybe i am exactly the same.

maybe i think it is funny to me the things you now involve yourself in in my absence.

maybe i don't think its funny at all.

maybe i don't know what is right and wrong.

maybe there just isn't a right and wrong.

at least in this situation.

maybe i stay up all night.

maybe i sleep all day.

maybe all the things i thought were real aren't.

maybe all the lies were truth.

maybe all i have is not enough.

maybe all i have is too much.

maybe i have done all the things you never wanted.

maybe i have become the person i always hated.

maybe i am just here and don't know much past that fact.

maybe i have no idea where my life is headed.

maybe i know exactly where i am going next.

maybe i like that it rains everyday here.

maybe i miss the sun.

maybe i am being completely still.

maybe i am stuck on this merry go round.

right where you left me.

and i just go round and round.